10-21-2014, 06:49 AM
Long story short, after weeks of her blowing off what I had already told her about why our friendship wasn't working, I sent her a long message reaffirming everything in clarity. We're officially over, and she's really upset.
I feel extremely relieved, but I also feel really sad. This had to be done, I've known for a while that she was no good for me, but this is all such a shock, I can't believe I actually threw her out of my life.
I feel great that I finally reaffirmed to her what needed to be said, but I also feel terrible. I can almost feel the hurt that she's feeling right now, but I know she could never understand what she's put me through with her possessiveness and her manipulation. She would never let someone like herself into her life.
I wasn't even expecting for this to happen tonight. I haven't really talked to her in weeks, but now it's all said and done.
Don't know what else to say, I just feel wonderful and deeply sad at the same time, it's an uncomfortable feeling. Just wanted to get that all out, felt the need for it to be known and hopefully understood.
I feel extremely relieved, but I also feel really sad. This had to be done, I've known for a while that she was no good for me, but this is all such a shock, I can't believe I actually threw her out of my life.
I feel great that I finally reaffirmed to her what needed to be said, but I also feel terrible. I can almost feel the hurt that she's feeling right now, but I know she could never understand what she's put me through with her possessiveness and her manipulation. She would never let someone like herself into her life.
I wasn't even expecting for this to happen tonight. I haven't really talked to her in weeks, but now it's all said and done.
Don't know what else to say, I just feel wonderful and deeply sad at the same time, it's an uncomfortable feeling. Just wanted to get that all out, felt the need for it to be known and hopefully understood.