10-25-2014, 05:08 PM
Since figuring out some stuff about myself I have went from being Versatile to wanting to be strickly passive and submissive and I think it really has to do with my feelings lately of being TG and wanting be someone totally different. I think I have always really enjoyed making guys feel good and I can't even think about being interested in woman on a sexual level even though I have been with some.
I think with women I am more fascinated by there body parts and wishing I had those. I just want to make my man happy and being submissive I think is the best way that I think I can do that. I don't even think about being a top that much and if I ever met another TG or etc and they wanted me to be the top I don't think I could unless I smoked a little weed and built up my confidence to do so.
Its strange how things change in your life and just like that your entire attitude can change about sex and what role you want to play in that. I want a guy to take care of me and express that through sex. I mean I don't have sex alot these days just because I am nervous that there are lots of sleeze balls out there that are just trying to get off and that is it and I want nothing to do with that. I mean I would love to have a relationship and what not but that is not going to happen anytime soon.
Has anyone made drastic changes like that? Going from being just a top to now just wanting to be a bottom or the other way around?
Why do you think you made the drastic change? How do you feel about it?
I think with women I am more fascinated by there body parts and wishing I had those. I just want to make my man happy and being submissive I think is the best way that I think I can do that. I don't even think about being a top that much and if I ever met another TG or etc and they wanted me to be the top I don't think I could unless I smoked a little weed and built up my confidence to do so.
Its strange how things change in your life and just like that your entire attitude can change about sex and what role you want to play in that. I want a guy to take care of me and express that through sex. I mean I don't have sex alot these days just because I am nervous that there are lots of sleeze balls out there that are just trying to get off and that is it and I want nothing to do with that. I mean I would love to have a relationship and what not but that is not going to happen anytime soon.
Has anyone made drastic changes like that? Going from being just a top to now just wanting to be a bottom or the other way around?
Why do you think you made the drastic change? How do you feel about it?