angry and sex (disturbing details)

[lonelylad]

as for the angry teachers, i visualised them having sex angrily, both of them. and both are willing parties. but i didn't feel good about it. i felt disgusted actually. here sex seems to be negative and rough.

but for the bully, i do feel guilty that i liked fantasizing about him. the sex is not done angrily but more in a gentle, normal manner. here sex seems to be more positive and pleasurable. i would say after fantasizing, i do not feel angry with him after that. so you could say it is soothing.

i do not think he is gay because he has a girlfriend.

nobody is harmed or raped in both visions. it is 100 percent consensual on both parties.

i think angry arguments and verbal abuse turns me on. but not physical abuse. and i have not experienced sexual intercourse before.

after reading your replies, i have learnt that such fantasizing is nothing wrong. i guess i should not be too bothered or worried about it.

thank you for your replies members.

[Hardheaded1]

Aggression and testosterone are closely linked.

Your fixation may simply be the equal of reacting to pheromones. That could easily explain why you do not react that way to all angry displays, only to angry men or boys whom you admired or found attractive anyway. Once you saw them in an aroused (angry) state, you saw them as a masculine aggressor, an alpha male.

Honestly, it sounds like pure biology, not even psychology.

(I just now noticed Borg's response. We said pretty much the same thing.)

[lonelylad]

thank you for your reply. i used to think that i have psychological issues, now it actually seems to be a normal thing.