12-24-2014, 08:38 PM
20 days ago, I came back to Italy from an exhilarating two-month trip to New York. It was the most incredible, liberating experience of my life. I've never learnt more about myself than during this stay: I finally got around to my ultimate life goal; I realized I'm not the hopeless failure I thought I was; I discovered that people actually like me. I know this sounds ridiculous but depression is a nasty bitch and the crap I sold myself for years felt like an impenetrable wall.
I found a special someone to come back to. He's a wonderful person with whom I had the most amazing time, and my "first time" and boy, did it feel good!
I'm back to Italy but I know it won't be long. I'm finishing up my thesis and I'm already preparing my college application for a master's program in New York. God, it feels so good to have everything finally clear in my mind, a focus, a goal, a future to look forward to!
I know this may sound corny and maybe many of you just don't care but this is what I call the light at the end of the tunnel!
I found a special someone to come back to. He's a wonderful person with whom I had the most amazing time, and my "first time" and boy, did it feel good!
I'm back to Italy but I know it won't be long. I'm finishing up my thesis and I'm already preparing my college application for a master's program in New York. God, it feels so good to have everything finally clear in my mind, a focus, a goal, a future to look forward to!
I know this may sound corny and maybe many of you just don't care but this is what I call the light at the end of the tunnel!
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