01-22-2015, 10:17 PM
hello i am new to this site i am 17, a friend recommended this site, i don't remember his name, i like i like to draw, i write books, i love music, music is big for me, ever since i was little i knew i was different from the other boys, instead of playing sports i would play Barby with my sister, i even when was a little kid put make up on. later i started looking at bad stuff on the internet and i was caught more then once, i was looking at guys and not girls, my twin sister tormented me calling me fag and calling me disgusting, clameing i was gay, i kept lying that i was not gay but she was not fooled, finally when i was 13 or 15 my mom told me that she always knew i was gay, my step dad found out and he was not happy about it, the first person i came out to was a friend in school, it took a whole class period. i am 17 now, do not have much friends, do not fit in, i do have a wonderful boyfriend