Hi, new here :)

[lordjames]

Hi folks, I'm James and I am bi\curious... not that attracted to men but I am curious anyways. I thought I'd join here to talk about social things that are taboo in public, I'm sure most people here understand that. Some things involving sexuality, some things involving experiences etc... but I'll leave it at that. How is everyone?

[JackTX]

Welcome, James

[CellarDweller]

welcome to the forum

[Iceblink]

Hello, James. Welcome to GS!

[Rareboy]

So what exactly are you curious about?

[BlueStar]

Taboo? Never heard of that word before (:tongue

Welcome to GS anyway

[Wolfpack]

Welcome to the forum.

[lordjames]

So what exactly are you curious about?

Hah nice try, but if you really were asking then I could say I am curious about whether I am bisexual at this point. Not to sound graphic but I think if a guy wanted to have sex with me, I wouldn't be totally resilient (HIV Free dude)

If I knew I was actually gay, I'd be the first to admit I am hiding in the closet. But at the same time I've never experienced gay sex, so there is always a chance that I might not be that gay after all. As far as relationships go, my best friend I grew up with for like 10 years had kind of given me the impression he was gay. But assuming I wasn't, I think he kept it from me. He often mentioned that it was amazing that we never did anything weird even though we slept in the same bed all of the time. So I "think" we both agreed we were just friends, but who really knows lol... and I never really had a girl friend. VIRGIN HERE!

So that explains my curiosity I think, plus I often am attracted to the guys <3<3<3 when I watch the porn flicks. I've said too much here, but that explains myself I think. That is mainly why I am curious...

One last thing in response though... I love my best friend and he loved me too. He had to move away, but I don't want to say anything about him that he wouldn't want me to say. My main confusion is I am not really attracted too much to guys, but sexually in some ways I might have curiosity. I get along well with dudes, and in privacy I'm more comfortable strangely. I have no phobic reaction to guys up close, that is another strange thing I get when I am near dudes. A lot of guys don't like other dudes getting too up close and personal if they are straight.


Oh yeah, Taboo means something that is not often talked about in public because it seems to immediately bring up political\social\religious argument in a negative light. I prefer keeping Taboo things to myself on the internet for my own benefit and other people's too. Like if even the slightest thought coming from my family thinking I am bisexual had ever occurred, it would be like a kick in the balls for me

[oreosplz93]

Welcome

[lonley]

Hello and welcome is so nice to have you here