Lost virginity after 2 weeks. Messed up. Need help.

[SHOman93]

[MENTION=22468]Ingas[/MENTION] Coming from another 18 who recently had many of his "firsts" with a guy who he really likes, and is still dating, one thing I can tell you is that don't form an iron-strong bond with this guy.

I've been dating my guy for almost 2 monthes. Not boyfriend status, just dating. Hanging out. Having fun when he's not being a lil bitch and playing hard to get.

Here's the thing. He was my first kiss. My first blow job. My first "let's go walk around holding hands and feeling each other up out in public." But none of these reasons are the reason I'm still dating him. I like him for who he is. His personality. Not the things he's done for me. Plus, I think he's pretty fucking hot. Again. Not the things he done. If I wanted to, I could go out, get on grindr, and have a guy over my house in about an hour to make out and have sex with. But I wanna do those things with HIM.

I hope that helped, at least a little. If you ever need someone to talk to, your age and going through a similar thing, just drop me a PM. Good luck man. You can do it <3