04-15-2015, 08:09 PM
Something happened this morning that is kind of rare. And I don't really have a name for it, and I'm not even sure I can describe it correctly...but I'll try.
I've had it happen while having sex with somebody else, but it's more common to happen on my own. Probably because I only have one person to think/worry about, and can tailor my responses only to that. During these times, I'm usually very horny, and fairly deep into the session. But I'm not so horny that I'm driving hard and fast towards orgasm - there's a bit of wiggle room there. And when I hit that spot....it's really hard to describe. But I suddenly feel relaxed and at peace...despite the fact that I'm still horny, and still having sex (with myself or somebody else). Sort of a weird but perfect combination of "sunning myself on the beach" and "fucking somebody senseless". I feel like I could pretty much stay in that spot forever.
When I hit that spot alone, I usually notice it based on my reaction to whatever I'm fantasizing about (or the porn I'm watching). Instead of something hot and exciting, it suddenly becomes weirdly..."normal"? "Natural"? So even if I'm fantasizing about something really out there ("so the werewolf and the alien are on the wrestling mat with me..."), it doesn't SEEM "out there" anymore. It somehow fits. Of course the werewolf and alien are on the wrestling mat with me - nothing strange about that at all.
Mind you, I never feel embarrassed or guilty about whatever it is I'm fantasizing about. But I guess even when I really get into it, I'm at least partially aware that these fantasies are kinda weird. But when I get to that point, they stop feeling weird. And it's a strangely peaceful feeling...which feels even stranger when I'm still banging away. And when I hit it, it's such an amazing feeling. It's two or three steps up from even the awesome sex I normally have.
I don't know if I've described this very well...but does it resonate at all with anybody else?
Lex
I've had it happen while having sex with somebody else, but it's more common to happen on my own. Probably because I only have one person to think/worry about, and can tailor my responses only to that. During these times, I'm usually very horny, and fairly deep into the session. But I'm not so horny that I'm driving hard and fast towards orgasm - there's a bit of wiggle room there. And when I hit that spot....it's really hard to describe. But I suddenly feel relaxed and at peace...despite the fact that I'm still horny, and still having sex (with myself or somebody else). Sort of a weird but perfect combination of "sunning myself on the beach" and "fucking somebody senseless". I feel like I could pretty much stay in that spot forever.
When I hit that spot alone, I usually notice it based on my reaction to whatever I'm fantasizing about (or the porn I'm watching). Instead of something hot and exciting, it suddenly becomes weirdly..."normal"? "Natural"? So even if I'm fantasizing about something really out there ("so the werewolf and the alien are on the wrestling mat with me..."), it doesn't SEEM "out there" anymore. It somehow fits. Of course the werewolf and alien are on the wrestling mat with me - nothing strange about that at all.
Mind you, I never feel embarrassed or guilty about whatever it is I'm fantasizing about. But I guess even when I really get into it, I'm at least partially aware that these fantasies are kinda weird. But when I get to that point, they stop feeling weird. And it's a strangely peaceful feeling...which feels even stranger when I'm still banging away. And when I hit it, it's such an amazing feeling. It's two or three steps up from even the awesome sex I normally have.
I don't know if I've described this very well...but does it resonate at all with anybody else?
Lex