Just a slut or a normal way of living?

[Pacific]

You can't enter a relationship and settle down with one person just out of fear of being alone (that would not be fair or ethical to the other person); you need to want to be in the relationship with that particular person. I guess my next question would be if this is primarily a sexual desire for novelty? If so, you may find a guy to settle down with who is just like you and would agree to an open relationship. But if serial relationships or casual dating is what you feel is right, you might want to continue with that and not let society and thoughts of being alone force you into something that will not work.

[strider65]

the only thing I might add is, when I was younger I could turn a few heads.

As I got older, after I thanked God for the privilege of getting older, I realized that you can't use your dick for a brain. After getting home and finding someone who genuinely cares for you, it means a hell of a lot more than a fuck.

Just my 2 cents.