I did something really BAD

[Anonymous]

I gave someone a blowjob, at the stupid age of 14. It was literally someone I just meet and I wanted my first BJ to be with someone special. I was so damn horny and it was so avaliable I don't really wanna say who it was, but all I'm gonna say it weren't no stranger from the street. I enjoyed it very much at the time but now I feel dirty and want to clean my mouth with soap. *sigh*

[fjp999]

Things happen.

If you cant deal with it psychologically then you should see a professional.

I doubt washing out your mouth with soap will help anything, lol.

Best of luck.

[Tobehonest]

I'm not really one to go see a professional, but I'm sure I can deal with it. The only problem is that the stupid boy keeps contacting me.....I'm tempted to go see him again :S
Edit: Anonymous isn't working (the box is disappeared).

[marshlander]

Careful, tbh, you could find yourself in an awkward situation here. Decide what you really want and talk to the boy once you've decided. At any age the physical can get muddled up with the emotional, but at fourteen ... yikes!

Good luck.

[Tobehonest]

We both have decided to have a purely kissing realtionship....no sex involved.

[marshlander]

Good luck with both of those decisions then