07-20-2016, 02:19 AM
maybe i'm getting old but i'm starting to feel like the sober state is the best feeling there is.
i did some speed tonight, and i just don't feel it anymore. it still makes me feel good after i've taken enough of it, but to get to that pleasurable state i have to go through the vileness and the disgusting taste of the thing, which i just can't stand anymore. it's not worth it. so i flushed all my stash down the drain. i'm done with speed.
i'm not reversing my attitude with this. i still absolutely think every person has the right to experiment with drugs at their own discretion. but it's starting to wear off for me, i'm growing out of this desire i always had to do drugs.
i did some speed tonight, and i just don't feel it anymore. it still makes me feel good after i've taken enough of it, but to get to that pleasurable state i have to go through the vileness and the disgusting taste of the thing, which i just can't stand anymore. it's not worth it. so i flushed all my stash down the drain. i'm done with speed.
i'm not reversing my attitude with this. i still absolutely think every person has the right to experiment with drugs at their own discretion. but it's starting to wear off for me, i'm growing out of this desire i always had to do drugs.
''Do I look civilized to you?''