I'm so goddamn lonely

[matty7]

you have so much confusion in your life all in one go its no surprise you don't know which way is up right now - there are no laws that say you have to organise your life this very second as a gay man - the woman in your life sounds like she is a very caring person and will still be your friend when things take shape for you ....you are lucky she is so accepting tbh , try not to set deadlines for yourself...live for right now and just make connections like you would if you were still a straight guy.....and take a deep breath and be happy for who you have around you right now as well