Perfect guy vs experience with guys

[InbetweenDreams]

I guess if we had all the answers, held all the wisdom of knowing what happens I guess we would know exactly what to look for in someone. It is impossible to know what will happen in 20 years, if we did well I suppose it would take a lot of the wonder and the splendor of meeting someone new who you think very highly of.

Funny that I worry about myself, how I would be. I know I need to be better than what I am now, just as a person, I want to be able to provide someone a stable and meaningful relationship. I want to excel someone and not hold them back. That's one of the my biggest fears is that I would be keeping someone from doing something they want to do, like go back to school, move, travel, etc... For me, my partner's happiness is very important, because if they're not then I feel that I have failed them and it is terrible feeling to have when you do truly love someone. Although, I think it will be some time before I am in those positions and weighing those sort of things in. Just need a little more time...