Hai!

[Jake]

Another n00b!

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'Ello.

I'm Jake.
I'm 14 and this sounds like i'm at an AA meeting.
I came out earlier this year, at the time it was hard.
Now i wish i told them all sooner.
I'm classed as a 'troubled' boy.
I'm currently being tested for bi polar disorder which is annoying as hell.
They're saying is looking like schizoaffective disorder... like schizophrenia and bi polar combined?? :confused:

Personally i think I'm the most normal person in my house.

I live with a woman and her 2 sons.
She used to be my dads girlfriend, now she's got the house and
had decided to look after me.
It's not too bad, she's like more a big friend than any sort of guardian.

/lifestory



Toodle-pip

[Lightshade]

Hi, welcome, have fun here :redface:


Enjoy your stay! And it doesn't matter IF or what you have.... you are still more normal than most of us :biggrin::biggrin::biggrin:

[marshlander]

Welcome ... sorry I didn't read this before I posted on another thread.

Hope you enjoy it here

[XRIMO]

Hello Jake, I hope you can find some friends and advice here. Sounds like you have had a tough time. Feel free to talk to us about anything.

[Jake]

Hello Jake, I hope you can find some friends and advice here. Sounds like you have had a tough time. Feel free to talk to us about anything.

aha
Thanks.

I might post the whole story sometime.

A lot of the stuff i will post will depend on it i think...

[Jake]

Okay full story...

As said in my coming out story i came out to my dad last christmas.
On new years day he drug driver crashed into him head on.
He died instantly.
My brother was amazingly unharmed, just a head aches and a bit of whip lash.
Thing is i havn't seen him since.
He was in leeds for university, people told me he went back.
But i can't get in touch and no one will tell me how.

I'm blocked from myspace and facebook...
And even when i find a way to get on he doesn't reply.
It doesn't bother me as much as it should.
If he left without me then he's not my brother.

I live with my dad's girlfriend.
Technically i own more of the house than she does.
And so does my brother.
We got money when my dad died and his assets.

I get along perfectly with her though.
She is a friend.
I have diabetes type 1
And as said before am getting tested for a variety of things.

As of today i have a boyfriend who i've known for about 5 months and he is more like a brother...with out the weirdness of how that sounds.

I have 2 step brothers (i just call them that) and a step sister.
Step sister moved out.
Step brothers still here, i guess they're okay.
At least the eldest is.
the other (18) is a bit of an ass.
I think he hates living with a gay person.
He always seems really sly and I think he wants something from me.
Like...a reason or...a purpose? I don't know, he seems really shifty.

Other than this...life is good i guess.
As good as it get with someone in my situation.

I see a phychiatrist every week.
and my physchiatric nurse, Dawn, visits everyday for evaluations.
she's become a friend of the family now, we see her as that more than anything else.

I'm classes as 'troubled'.
I have to be supervised at all times by someone who knows me 'regime'.
My life sounds garbage.
I'm not allowed to say it is :/
But I get by.

[queer-python]

your life is not garbage, is just a little troubled right now but as the bad or sad things are happening, happy things normally are for coming.
I know how painful can be loose a parent and the pain in the ass that must be go to the psychatrist every week but things will get better and you will over those things and become a good person.

I love to hear stories no matter what kind of: sad ones, happy ones, bad ones, good ones so, if you need a friend to who tell something: here I am.

XOXO, me.

[Jake]

Thanks.

Yeah going to the psychiatrist is annoying.

He goes through everyones logs and asks me why i did things...
he hardly ever talks to me properly