Hey Hey....

[fredv3b]

Does this whole feeling of no knowing who you are kinda thing go away?

Completely? I do hope not. It would be a sad day you knew you could never surprise yourself any more. Seriously though, the who adolescence thing is, in part, about discovering who you really are as opposed to who your parents and school brought you up to be, eventually we all succeed and life gets easier.

I kind of feel like im living a lie if that amkes sence? or am i being a bit overly poetic here :/ yous are all 3 - 20 years older than me do you still fell it or do you fell better for coming out

It makes sense. I think it is more that you are living the life that your parents, community, etc. effectively chose for you, you didn't make the lie up, so don't feel too guilty about it. I do feel SO much better for coming out, even if it was rather late at age 26. (That said you shouldn't come out until you are sure your are ready.)

To be perfectly honest and no offence what so ever fudger but i cant beleive im talking about my sexuality to 35 year olds but i guess help comes in strange forms eh

We have been there, done that and got the T-shirt! Even if we seem ancient, our organs are still in working order, so we might know a thing or two

Good Luck

[Lightshade]

As someone already said, you are 15. Your whole body is going crazy.

Try it out. Look how far you can go with a girl, with a boy. Maybe a bit difficult because you have a girlfriend, but if you like beeing with her, let it be this way.

Do with her what you are ready to do. The rest comes alone, and if it may be the realisations that you are gay. mile:

[Robertson]

thanks everyone btw for the advice