03-04-2017, 09:52 PM
I'll never be happy because I'll never be able to find the guy in my dreams. I might go in depression and I dont know what to do with life.
I want a guy in my life forever. and I'm a bit jelous of some people like this. Thinking that they love each other, they wake up together every day and they hold their hands and look into each others' eyes whenever they want to. Maybe smiling together during sex or hug each other or I dont know... many things to say.
Those will never be real, because I live in a country where homosexuality is seen bad things socially, but legal in laws.
I always tried to be cool with that idea, but recently I've been thinking of my dire future. I always dream what I want and thinking that I'll never be happy makes me unhapy. and some people may say ''maybe you'll find the real love'', but I have to get real and accept that'll never happen. and accepting this fact hurts too much in recent weeks.
I dont know why I did post this, but somewehere a person needs to tell many things on their mind and that sometimes keep them a bit relieved .
I want a guy in my life forever. and I'm a bit jelous of some people like this. Thinking that they love each other, they wake up together every day and they hold their hands and look into each others' eyes whenever they want to. Maybe smiling together during sex or hug each other or I dont know... many things to say.
Those will never be real, because I live in a country where homosexuality is seen bad things socially, but legal in laws.
I always tried to be cool with that idea, but recently I've been thinking of my dire future. I always dream what I want and thinking that I'll never be happy makes me unhapy. and some people may say ''maybe you'll find the real love'', but I have to get real and accept that'll never happen. and accepting this fact hurts too much in recent weeks.
I dont know why I did post this, but somewehere a person needs to tell many things on their mind and that sometimes keep them a bit relieved .