hi alex! welcome to the forums!
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It dosn't matter how long he has to wait, he should still wait no matter what. Don't worry about him, think about yourself. If you are truely not ready and think he's to big, then just wait a while.
Also if your nervous when he comes round, your muscles wont let him in. You gotta be completely ready and relaxed.
and Welcome to GaySpeak x x
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Just a thought, you are not yet 16 and he is 19. I assume you don't want to risk getting him into trouble? You have plenty of time and can afford to wait, even if it doesn't feel like it. He sounds like a really nice young man to be so patient with you.
As to his size, think yourself lucky, but don't do anything because you think it suits someone else. You only get to have a very first time once. I suppose most of us enjoy porn from time to time, but it can gradually take over more time than we would like. Porn rarely shows anything that is realistic, so maybe you might fuel more of your fantasies with your own imagination?
Anyway, good luck and look after yourself.
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