Hello from Lagos, from a closet gay

[stillavirgin]

Yeah still a virgin at 28, had sex with ladies but never learnt anyone know I am gay as this could be disastrous for me. Here in Lagos you can getlynched (burned alive) for being gay. I am serious here it has happened and will keep happening as we are considered an abomination.
I admire old men. Now when I say old I really mean matured men, not just in age but in conduct too. Sex is gonna be knew for me though I look forward to my first.
I feel it is time I come out and live free, tried before but gave up.
I am me, an graphics artist, a lover of movies and music. Yeah also an atheist lol another reason why I am so out of place in my highly religious country.
Sometimes I feel depressed being where I am, but heck we can choose our moods can't we and I choose to explorer and live life now. Where would gayspeak take me? Only time would tell, but I hope I get a new lease of life here