New here, in the closet.

[Jae]

I've been looking for a site where I can just vent, be myself; like staying in the closet yet being out at the same time. I hope here is what I have been looking for. I like some men, not all. Stuck-up, those who think they are better then everyone else; these are not my cup of tea. I do the CL search in my local area, get hit-up a lot when I post pictures of my cock, but then the flair kind of wears off. I am new at being with men, have only been with three guys in the last five years or so. The first was a CL find, the other two were also, but nothing came of meeting up with them. The first guy I met had an awesome laid back attitude, body type, just average. Being my first time he got undressed, laid on his bed, as I watched with deer in the headlights kind of stare. I got undressed too, laid next to him, looked down at the head of his dick and pretty much just stared at it. He said, "you can do whatever you'd like." I liked his dick so I went down on him while he was watching some porn. I loved it! I looked up at some point and told him when he wanted to cum just cum, no need to tell me when. When he came he moaned at the same time, the whole experience was the best ever. I would like to find someone for a FWB sort of thing, maybe a LTR with NSA just a buddy who happens to like being played with by another guy. Well thanks for letting me vent.