07-23-2007, 02:56 AM
hi! :biggrin:
i'm drocko from Buenos Aires, Argentina, i've just signed up looking for some interesting gay people. i'm still in closet but i'm about to 'go out'... i'm giving myself some time to mature and be proud of who i am, to be more confident and happy, things are going on quite well, but sometimes i feel frustrated and sad about my way of life... i very often feel noboby really understands my situation, it's like a weird and depressing loneliness, i feel i always have to behave as 'society says', that's why i need somewhere to be more confident with my personality, just to be 100% sure and happy with myself when it's time to 'open the closet's door', and don't feel guilty for anything.
i'm 17 years old and i'm doing my last year at highschool, i'll study industrial engineering at university, i haven't had any problem in my intelectual/academic life so far, let's hope i go on like that :S:S. I love playing volleyball (i'm part of the school team) and I train swimming at a sports club nearby. I'm doing first certificate exam in december, I've been studying English for seven years at an institute (however, you might find some gramatical/spelling mistakes xD, sorry for that! let me know if u don't understand something).
ON THE OTHER HAND, the fact of not yet accepting my homosexuality (i'm about to, luckily; but during most of my teenage years i was terrified with the idea of being gay and feeling attracted to other men) made my social life quite difficult. I consider myself easy-going and funny, but most of the times it was quite difficult to know new people and not to be TERRIFIED and worried about HIS/HER opinion about me, thing that pushed me to be a bit shy and not so sociable, i don't enjoy being at parties all the time, getting drunk every weekend... i prefer to read some books or chat and going out with my friends for instance. nowadays, i'm getting gradually more confident and happy... i NEED to make new friends and find some other people, or to have a relationship with a guy maybe, that's why i'm anxiously waiting for going to university ...
i enjoy very much listening to KEANE ( , lyrics are great), and i also like MOBY and SNOW PATROL...
that's all for now folks, bit dizzy? sorry! that's my introduction, i hope to enjoy being in this forum
and i apologise again for my mistakes with english
i'm drocko from Buenos Aires, Argentina, i've just signed up looking for some interesting gay people. i'm still in closet but i'm about to 'go out'... i'm giving myself some time to mature and be proud of who i am, to be more confident and happy, things are going on quite well, but sometimes i feel frustrated and sad about my way of life... i very often feel noboby really understands my situation, it's like a weird and depressing loneliness, i feel i always have to behave as 'society says', that's why i need somewhere to be more confident with my personality, just to be 100% sure and happy with myself when it's time to 'open the closet's door', and don't feel guilty for anything.
i'm 17 years old and i'm doing my last year at highschool, i'll study industrial engineering at university, i haven't had any problem in my intelectual/academic life so far, let's hope i go on like that :S:S. I love playing volleyball (i'm part of the school team) and I train swimming at a sports club nearby. I'm doing first certificate exam in december, I've been studying English for seven years at an institute (however, you might find some gramatical/spelling mistakes xD, sorry for that! let me know if u don't understand something).
ON THE OTHER HAND, the fact of not yet accepting my homosexuality (i'm about to, luckily; but during most of my teenage years i was terrified with the idea of being gay and feeling attracted to other men) made my social life quite difficult. I consider myself easy-going and funny, but most of the times it was quite difficult to know new people and not to be TERRIFIED and worried about HIS/HER opinion about me, thing that pushed me to be a bit shy and not so sociable, i don't enjoy being at parties all the time, getting drunk every weekend... i prefer to read some books or chat and going out with my friends for instance. nowadays, i'm getting gradually more confident and happy... i NEED to make new friends and find some other people, or to have a relationship with a guy maybe, that's why i'm anxiously waiting for going to university ...
i enjoy very much listening to KEANE ( , lyrics are great), and i also like MOBY and SNOW PATROL...
that's all for now folks, bit dizzy? sorry! that's my introduction, i hope to enjoy being in this forum
and i apologise again for my mistakes with english