When I was young.

[Amigo]

When I was young, I thought girls didn't have sex until they got married. And boys had sex with prostitutes until they got married.

Even when I was in mid 20's, I thought like that. So stupid...

Everytime I dated girls, I tried my best NOT to fuck her. I even told them,

"Don't be nervous, I'm not trying to have sex with you."

NO wonder they thought I was gay.

But that's just how I was. Until I found out that everyone was having sex except me.

And it was so fucking difficult... I hated girls... I could never get comfortable with them...

I wish I was gay since 16. Then I would have been able to live my young adolecent life, free from fear of females. How to talk to them. How to say hello. How to ask for numbers.

How to look good to THEM.

I was pleasing the wrong crowd.

Whoever told me being gay was a bad thing? I would shoot him if I knew.

Oh well... life goes on... better late than never.

[Kiid]

I like your attitude.

Life dose go on and we start new journeys and head down different path that we have not before.

[Amigo]

Yup! Lead my way, Joshboy! Show me how it's done! mile:

[Kiid]

Well Queer pride events are always fun. You can just call me Josh if you want. =]

[Amigo]

When did you first learned of 'gays'?

I mean, when did you first found out that there was more than just man and woman?

I found out when I was 16 or 17. But it wasn't until much later that I really knew.

[Kiid]

I knew young around 12-13

When I started puberty I guess I started to become attracted to guys

[Dereck]

LOL. I use to think giving oral sex was only prostitutes who did that.

[Amigo]

LOL. I use to think giving oral sex was only prostitutes who did that.

Where'd you get THAT idea... ?

I used to think the women I was having sex with had orgasms. Now I'm not so sure... -__-,