Looking for answers

[TS-Lover]

I was pondering my sexuality.
And have come to no certain conclusion.
You see, I'm not in the slightest, attracted to men.
Yet, I can hardly stand to be around women.

But I do so love a woman's body.
I also have great desires for a woman's body to include a nice penis.

I enjoy masturbating with my vast assortment of anal toys.
I love to play with them anally and orally. And sometimes in that order.
And when I watch porn, I find myself totally focusing on the man's penis.
My favorite part (what makes me ejaculate) is the facial or cum shot, if you will.
I often have cravings to be the face in such scenes.

I have found she-male porn to somewhat ease my desires.
But the quality is most often too low, or the actors are just not very attractive or the action is just lame.
I hardly ever see them performing in a manner that mainstream porn does so well.
I guess the director says "hey we got chicks with dicks, what else you need".
Don't get me wrong, I have seen many she-males in films that were hotter than most women, I've seen.

So bottom line, am I gay?
I've never had sex with a man, but I don't see where that defines anything.
Should the answer be defined by my non-existent attraction for men?
Or my overwhelming attraction for their penis?
I just don't know. You tell me.

[curt-88]

Thats a tough one... I think your a bit curious about guys and sexual experiances with guys. As for the toy thing ... a few of my straight mates even said they have tried them and use them often for anal with themselves and a girl.

[fjp999]

[COLOR="Purple"]You got a penis.

You enjoy your penis.

You dont got a vagina.

You dont understand vaginas like you understand a penis.

Go forth and enjoy dick![/COLOR]

[TS-Lover]

Thanks for the replies.
I'm still not convinced of anything.

It's true, I'm curious about sexual encounters with men.
But I believe it goes beyond that.
If the circumstances were right and the situation ever presented itself, I see no hesitation on my part.
I would definitely have sex with another man.

In my opinion, anal stimulation is far greater pleasure than anything else that I've ever experienced.
And when it come to oral sex, I'd much rather give than receive.

So sex with another man. I'm more than curious.
Would I prefer the body attached to the penis, resemble that of a woman's body? Absolutely.
Would I let that stop me? Absolutely not.

I don't think a lack of experience with same sex encounters makes me less gay.
Nor do I think the great amount of encounters that I've had with the opposite sex makes me more strait.