Nice Beaux
I think I believe in a higher power. I'm not sure. I've had moments of aethiesm and moments of great faith, raised in a Christian background. But my struggle relates to kitsch's point - how can so many people believe they are right? I can't help but wonder what I would think if I had been born in India or Iran or China or heck still in Iowa but to parents who were athiests or Wiccans. And sure people point to ancient texts as proof, but each major religion seems to have its own texts and a lot of it is open to interpretations. Certainly, as I've mentioned before, I do believe that the texts in the Bible used against homosexuality today didn't refer to it at the time but rather to other issues such as molestation, affairs, etc. And the concept that someone like Jesus might come and die for our sins certainly is a noble concept. But when it comes to it, I just can't reooncile how much boils down to what we are taught. So, I'm a non-practicing agnostic.
There is one common tenet in faiths, and that is a variation of the Golden Rule - do onto others as you would have them do onto you. I think that's all we can really do, is try to be good people. Unfortunately there are those that would say being gay does not make us good, which is a shame, as we all know that's not true... we aren't doing onto anyone as we'd have them do onto us, but they are judging when they wouldn't want us to judge them.
My own faith aside, I often struggle to be honest about it with friends and family. I'm afraid they'd look down on me or judge me more for the whole faith issue than even the gay issue, or think it's because I'm gay that I don't share their faith, though really the two issues were separate struggles for me at different times of my life.
And all that said, I certainly can appreciate how faith can be used for good at times, and I know it helped my mom as she struggled through cervical cancer a few years ago. With so many loved ones having faith, I am not one to hate on faith... just on certain sects like Westboro, right-wingers, etc. for their judging in a very un-Christian-like manner.