09-24-2010, 03:01 AM
My name's Timothy and I'm 18. I live in Trinidad and Tobago, which is a Caribbean country that's off the coast of Venezuela. I'm mixed, fair skin, black curly hair. I've spent some time in the U.S and so, I have somewhat American tastes and due to that I feel like I don't really fit in where I live and on top of that I'm gay in a mostly homophobic environment, so yeah lol.
This is the first time that I've ever been in a gay community I guess, I've never really gotten in touch with my "gay side", I've always been too afraid. I'm at a point where I feel sort of lonely and confused I guess (that sounded a lot more depressing in my mind), I keep thinking about my future and I don't know why but I started thinking that talking to other gays might help. Only two of my friends know that I'm gay, I was almost outed after my mom found my porn collection and I had to make up the most elaborate lie... it's a long story, but anyways! My family doesn't know.
Um, aside from that I don't really know what else to say, if you wanna know anything else just ask me, I'm pretty friendly although a bit shy at first.
So, yeah! Hi!
This is the first time that I've ever been in a gay community I guess, I've never really gotten in touch with my "gay side", I've always been too afraid. I'm at a point where I feel sort of lonely and confused I guess (that sounded a lot more depressing in my mind), I keep thinking about my future and I don't know why but I started thinking that talking to other gays might help. Only two of my friends know that I'm gay, I was almost outed after my mom found my porn collection and I had to make up the most elaborate lie... it's a long story, but anyways! My family doesn't know.
Um, aside from that I don't really know what else to say, if you wanna know anything else just ask me, I'm pretty friendly although a bit shy at first.
So, yeah! Hi!