i get counseling through such sites as these and the kind people such as yourself! I don't like therapists because the idea that no one on earth likes me enough to listen to me for free to where I have to pay a stranger to listen to me is depressing in itself! I believe that if I met the right person my personal mental hangups wouldn't even come into play. I would forget all about my drama if the right person came along. but sleaze brings out the worst in me = drama thanks for your post and I hope you have a blessed day! XOXOXO ; )
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My friend, we all have our barriers that stop us in the right or wrong moments. Did you want to be with him? I doubt it. And I also doubt that if a guy who you want to be with comes to you and starts acting like this one did, even if you don;t trust him enough you won't turn him down. Don't scold yourself for having such a barrier. It's not like you do it on purpose. However, if you would like to change and maybe start being a little more open, you have to work on it.
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thanks for the reply, that makes a lot of sense have a blessed day!
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during my parents divorce I was forced beyond my will to see a therapist and I can assure you at least in my experience anyway that therapy is just exactly that prostitution
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