if my family found out

[peterinmalaga]

I have a confession to make here. The only reason I have never been in a porn movie, is that it never occurred to me when I was young enough to be asked to do it. And that is the ONLY reason. I really think you are lucky and had the imagination and guts to do this. I would have had the guts to do it, so I guess that shows that I have no imagination! I would have loved every moment of it and, let's face it, the money would have been quite useful.
I would take advantage of this while you can but that should not stop you from looking for another job too. It just means that you probably won't arrive at the interview on your bike.

[fredv3b]

The only reason I have never been in a porn movie, is that it never occurred to me when I was young enough to be asked to do it.

Oh to have had the body. All all the reasons I didn't do porn, not having the body is one of the ones I regret.

[Genersis]

I think we're all clear that there's nothing wrong with porn as long as its clean and safe and everyone involved is ok with it.
Which means that there is something wrong somewhere else.:confused:
And I'm guessing that its because porn is still taboo in our society.

[Anonymous]

I think I am kind of coming around to the idea that I did this, I decided to just do this next one then see what happens. Who knows, I may become a star. lol!

The main concern and problem that I have come to realize is that I fear for the possible effects it may have on my professional and family life. But I guess you could say that it is to late for that. If I am so worried then why did I even do it. I just told myself that yesterday, and it is true.

I also have told one sister, the one I am closest with, and she just looked at me and laughed and said, "You?!" But she was okay with it, she just finds it humourous more so than anything.

Coming to that realization, I feel better about myself and even flattered that I was even offered to do this opportunity that so many people often fantasize about doing.

With that thanks gayspeak boys for reading and letting me air this out.

xoxoxo

[peterinmalaga]

You're welcome! And what did you say was the internet address of the website?
Only joking, honestly!

[Student]

I think I am kind of coming around to the idea that I did this, I decided to just do this next one then see what happens. Who knows, I may become a star. lol!

The main concern and problem that I have come to realize is that I fear for the possible effects it may have on my professional and family life. But I guess you could say that it is to late for that. If I am so worried then why did I even do it. I just told myself that yesterday, and it is true.

I also have told one sister, the one I am closest with, and she just looked at me and laughed and said, "You?!" But she was okay with it, she just finds it humourous more so than anything.

Coming to that realization, I feel better about myself and even flattered that I was even offered to do this opportunity that so many people often fantasize about doing.

With that thanks gayspeak boys for reading and letting me air this out.

xoxoxo

Glad you're more happy with things now. One more thing though, you said your sister had gay friends who watch porn? The sheer amount of porn on the internet is just mind blowing. The idea of a few people stumbling upon your video by chance seems very unlikely to me. I wouldn't sweat it.

[curtlecritic]

i wouldn't be too hard on yourself. you said they love you unconditionally. that's important.

trust your own judgment, but at the same time, if you do things that are counter to your own principles, be prepared for the consequences.

[Mr. Not So Lonely]

and what is the name of this movie??? if you get residual payments for every Movie sold you could be rich in a year lol

[Vigilias]

As I think Jesus said, "The porn will always be with us."

[JoeyJoJo]

I don't want to sound insensitive, but am I the only one that really wants to see his porn scenes now? LOL
Links, please! At least to pics...? teehee