10-04-2007, 02:58 PM
Hey every one, how is it going;
Im 21 years old and Im at the third year in college.
Does any one of u feel like he is the only gay in the world sometimes!!
Well... I feel like that, I don't know any gay guys and sometimes I feel really lost and desperate.
If I saw somebody and i felt that he is gay I become too afraid to ask him.. I mean how could I?.....He'll probably laugh at me and make fun of me and tell every one or maybe he'll walk away and never speak to me again.
In fact even if I'm pretty sure that he is gay I don't take a chance and just keep it inside me then when I go home at night I start to cry and miss him every day until I meet someone new
I feel like Im living an empty life.... why???
Well there is lots and lots of reasons.
I am a gay person who lives in a society that doesn't approve us and they make fun of us... maybe this is something that I can live with ,but still I feel like there is something missing in my life.
Don't think that i'm a sad person who stays home and don't participate in life... but still I miss something maybe because I'm different from every one in my society and I feel left behind or maybe because I didnt find my love yet!!!!!
maybe this whole letter is very very boring but really I didn't know what else to do.....
I thought that maybe it would help to speak with other gay people
I hope u could like me or at least reply to my poor letter.
URS
U.U.
Im 21 years old and Im at the third year in college.
Does any one of u feel like he is the only gay in the world sometimes!!
Well... I feel like that, I don't know any gay guys and sometimes I feel really lost and desperate.
If I saw somebody and i felt that he is gay I become too afraid to ask him.. I mean how could I?.....He'll probably laugh at me and make fun of me and tell every one or maybe he'll walk away and never speak to me again.
In fact even if I'm pretty sure that he is gay I don't take a chance and just keep it inside me then when I go home at night I start to cry and miss him every day until I meet someone new
I feel like Im living an empty life.... why???
Well there is lots and lots of reasons.
I am a gay person who lives in a society that doesn't approve us and they make fun of us... maybe this is something that I can live with ,but still I feel like there is something missing in my life.
Don't think that i'm a sad person who stays home and don't participate in life... but still I miss something maybe because I'm different from every one in my society and I feel left behind or maybe because I didnt find my love yet!!!!!
maybe this whole letter is very very boring but really I didn't know what else to do.....
I thought that maybe it would help to speak with other gay people
I hope u could like me or at least reply to my poor letter.
URS
U.U.