04-09-2011, 06:51 PM
So, last night after working on school for a few hours, I was feeling stressed and shitty.
To make a long story short, I set up a sex date with this guy twice my age, talked about what we would do, where we would meet, and at what time. Said, bye, and I never had any intention to meet up with the guy.
I don't know why I did it, to prove to myself I could pick someone up if I wanted to I guess.
I just feel mean now. It wasn't right to use him like that.
I've never done anything like this and feel shitty about it, ugh.
Just wanted to get it off my chest, I guess.
To make a long story short, I set up a sex date with this guy twice my age, talked about what we would do, where we would meet, and at what time. Said, bye, and I never had any intention to meet up with the guy.
I don't know why I did it, to prove to myself I could pick someone up if I wanted to I guess.
I just feel mean now. It wasn't right to use him like that.
I've never done anything like this and feel shitty about it, ugh.
Just wanted to get it off my chest, I guess.