06-20-2011, 02:32 AM
so i didnt see this coming at all. but Im transgendered. I always thought that the reason i acted like a boy since my childhood, was because it foreshadowed me being a lesbian when i grew up. i thought it solved the questions but its really because im a boy in a girls body.
one night i was talking to my ex and i told her how i was feeling. i said i felt like i was in the wrong body and that i was out of place. i secretly pretended i was a boy all the time since i was a kid. she said im trans. she told me thats why me and my cousin caleb always connected and like the same things. we where and are best friends. its because i've always been a little boy like him. its like we where brothers.
i've always loved wearing his clothes an having short hair and being a boy. idk why it took me almost 16 years to figure this out but i finally did.
the problem is, my mom is against me looking like a boy so i havent had the guts to tell her. she was against me being a lesbian so this wont go so well.
idk how i would even try to.
also, my voice and my hair. i have a guyish hair cut now but i want it super short and if i ask my mom to get it cut like i want it shell tell me no because its a boys hair cut.
id have to explain and come out to her, im afriad to.
and my voice. idk how to make it deeper.
HELP???
one night i was talking to my ex and i told her how i was feeling. i said i felt like i was in the wrong body and that i was out of place. i secretly pretended i was a boy all the time since i was a kid. she said im trans. she told me thats why me and my cousin caleb always connected and like the same things. we where and are best friends. its because i've always been a little boy like him. its like we where brothers.
i've always loved wearing his clothes an having short hair and being a boy. idk why it took me almost 16 years to figure this out but i finally did.
the problem is, my mom is against me looking like a boy so i havent had the guts to tell her. she was against me being a lesbian so this wont go so well.
idk how i would even try to.
also, my voice and my hair. i have a guyish hair cut now but i want it super short and if i ask my mom to get it cut like i want it shell tell me no because its a boys hair cut.
id have to explain and come out to her, im afriad to.
and my voice. idk how to make it deeper.
HELP???