Does this ever happen to you and realistically what does it mean?

[Rutstuck]

I noticed that gay porn turns me on more than straight porn does and the same even goes for thoughts. Anything having to do with gay sex makes my erection very hard. But when it comes down to sex with women and men I'm equally turned on. Why is it that gay porn turns me on more? I find it ridiculous if you would say I'm more attracted to men because that's just not true I find women much more attractive I even get nervous when a really attractive girl talks to me or stares at me I just don't know what to do. And then I think damn they probally think I'm a wuss because i can't even look at them. Honestly I have real bad social anxiety so I get nervous when anyone looks at me but when I see a pretty girl I want her to like me. Ive seen some amazing looking women lately. This one really attractive girl was flirting with me and I noticed she didn't do it to any of my other friends and honestly they are way better looking than me so I felt really good and happy I just felt confident in myself that I can get really attractive girls I've got them in the past but it's been awhile and hopefully meet the right one for me. Now everything I just wrote I've never felt that way about a guy never I don't look at guys the way I look at women but ive met up with them through chat lines and weve just fooled around. But I know I don't want a relationship with a guy. So since my thoughts about sex with men and gay porn turn me on more than straight thoughts does that mean I'm full blown gay?? I mean where do my thoughts on women fit in? I want to be with a women I like having sex with women. Can someone explain?

[LateBloomer]

I see a little bit of my younger self in you.

You're trying to understand everything so that you can eventually control it.

There are some things you cannot control.

Guys make your cock hard, but you you'd rather spend time with a lovely woman. I totally get it. Yeah, it's a problem, but it's a good problem to have. Just try to enjoy it for a little bit. As you get more experience you'll be able to "refine" your feelings and urges.

Also keep posting, writing down your thoughts might also help you to refine your feelings.

[SlipknotRlZZ]

Hey, clearly you can't fit into the labels and stuff...don't try to. :] You get turned on by whatever, you are attracted to whatever...that's it. :] Don't worry. Just go with it.
As for porn, I personally think that gay porn has a certain aspect to it that straight porn doesn't, and that's the palpable attraction between the actors. You know? They kiss and stuff, and it looks honest, even if it's only lust driven.
Just don't worry. Be happy. :]