10-23-2011, 11:40 PM
Hi guys I know I don't post on here a lot but I still would like to share this. My 21st birthday is coming up, and to celebrate it I'm going club/bar hopping with my friends and some coworkers. They all are buying me drinks and... lets just say I'm pretty sure I'm going to black out at some point lol. The thing is I'm not out about my sexuality to most of them... and I'm so scared of doing some drunken gay stuff... I know that sounds insecure but its just that I work with some pretty good looking guys lol and I simply would like to not get caught doing the splits in the air or dancing with another guy lol. Do any of you have this fear? Or should I just loosen up, be myself and not care?