I'm seeing a lot of people who had sex with seriously older guys while very young, and I just got wondering...was there anyone who saw adults naked (or nearly so) and did NOT want to do anything intimate with them?
The first time I saw my mom naked (that I recall) I was 5 and it was intimidating. She was in the shower and she got a phone call and being 5 and stupid I went into the shower and told her of her call and she got out pretty mad (so scary) and I remember being somewhat disturbed how hairy she was.
I never saw Dad naked, but I saw him in his undies a lot that didn't leave a lot to imagination. This was typically him getting up and making breakfast and he was pretty bleary eyed and/or hungover most of the time. While morbidly fascinating it was all pretty disturbing and I recall the first time I saw him that way I had to force myself to eat because I was that weirded out by how he looked (so hairy all over, and the outline of his penis seemed huge to me, though given I was 5 I suppose my impression must be taken with a grain of salt--everything seems bigger then). Eventually I learned to tune it all out.
So I just can't see myself as having sex with even a teenager back when I was 5 simply because adults (and teens were close enough as far as I was concerned) were weird, too big, hairy, and often a bit on the scary side. 'Course that may be part of it, I'd been around so many temperamental adults who were sometimes mean to me that maybe that made them too scary, and perhaps if I had a lot more trust in them so that I felt safe instead of wary around them then maybe I COULD have been open to sexual relations (at least with say a 13-year-old).
Thoughts? :confused: Personal reflections?
mile: Commiseration on the first sight of naked (or near naked) adults while a small child? :tongue:
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