Filling a void that is missing in my heart

[Almac]

Don't be so sure, that's a lot of guys. Perhaps you need to look elsewhere than the regular gay bar crowd.


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I'm getting so worried agreeing with almost everything Fred says but he's right. Cast your net wider, not every man you meet is going to be 'full of it' or shallow.

[Teaspoonorg]

@ Azulai: I agree that working that many hours a week may not be the healthiest. But it's the only way I knew how to stay distracted I guess. For a little over a year after he passed I fell into such a deep depression. I wouldn't eat, barely slept, never talked just cried and cried. Today I am a little better than that. I do volunteer and do drives and stuff for the community and outreach work. It does allow me to celebrate what we had together. I still don't know why I still hold on to him as tight as I do. And kinda with every rejection the hold gets firmer. I don't know what it is.

@ Fred: I have tried virtually everything and still nothing. I dunno maybe it's this state? I have no clue. That's one upside of vacation I get to explore new possibilities of moving for the better