I should know that anything resembling a crush is dangerous territory, or at least for me anyway. In the last ~22 years there have been maybe 3 people who I had a crush on and unfortunately seldom was mutual, except this guy who is #3. I never expected it either.

I had a falling out with my ex over the last few months where we simply stopped talking. It was a long distance relationship that didn't work out unfortunately.

I had been on several dating sites, not that I am pressed to find another partner but considering it's been months since I had last had anything resembling sex, and before that YEARS. I kind of wanted to find something like a friends with benefits sort of arrangement, something less serious but nothing off the table.

Being in the boonies a lot of guys are pretty far away and I typically would add guys who I thought were cute and/or interesting to my favorites. Long story short I finally just sent this handsome guy a message, not really thinking I was going to ever hear back. I just commented on how cute his pupper was.

Well I got a message back and long story short we hit it off and setup a date which was about a week ago. While it was a 2+ hour drive for me it was very much worth it. He picked an Italian restaurant, a very nice one too. I was expecting the date to go well but I didn't expect it to hit out of the ball park. Turns out he has a vibrant personality, just draws you in with his energy...and god damn those eyes.

I don't know how to explain it, maybe it is something like a 6th sense but I just pick up on subtle things and can very often tell a lot about someone's character. This guy is a sweetheart and a kind heart and I don't think I'm wrong on this. So he just had me hooked from the start.

We finished dinner on a high note and had planned to go for a walk for a bit but turned out there was a major league baseball game going on in town and so that became a no go time wase. So we went back to his place...

So here comes the "exotic" part...maybe that's not the right word for all that went down.

I had semi-planned on staying the night in case he wanted me to stay the night but tried to do things in a way that didn't make it like I was going to invite myself to stay over. I brought some massage oil and other things with me. In our talking back and forth I had told him I would love to give him a massage. Now up till recently I had never given anyone a proper massage. So I looked over some videos and got an overall idea so I had a chance of giving him a good massage.

I gave this super hot guy a full body massage. Started with his shoulders, his back, lower back. I worked on his legs, arms, chest...not kidding about it being a full body massage. I got this massage oil that smelled like mango too. It was just a pleasure not just that this guy was super hot but to just make someone feel good, to melt away their stress and just be able to show attention and care.

Of course we made out and kissed. I'm the kind of guy who likes to nibble on the ear, kiss on their neck and slowly work my way down to the collar bone and shoulders. Worked my down to his chest and nipples. Turns out he is touch sensitive and very obvious and audible that he's enjoying what I'm doing. Of course, I like getting that sort of feedback. I mean I certainly don't want to do anything that someone doesn't like. Communication is key and communication was definitely working.

I love the navel area and when I got there I traced the lines of his hips and pelvis. Gently kissed and caressed is navel and continued my way down. He was already going "oh fuck!" as I kissed and caressed him and fully hard by the time I started giving him a blow job. He's a precummer, which is hot and finally someone I can get to the brink of orgasm without getting tired (I mean with the other guys I've been with I've gone 45 minutes and asking how's it coming along?). Just the look on his face shows the intense pleasure and that you could tell that not only has it been a while that other guys he's been with simply haven't given him the attention he deserves (which he later divulged to me).

Anyway, we spent the rest of the evening, cuddled together and finished watching a move where he eventually fell asleep in my arms. Just the vibe of him feeling comfortable enough and trusting to fall asleep in my arms was just uplifting in a way. It felt good to be with him. Maybe it's just brain chemicals but I really feel connected with him. I definitely want the feeling to last and perhaps I am foolishly optimistic about this but I really hope things go to the moon with this guy. I can only hope this is the last time I have to go on a first date and maybe 40 years from now I could somehow still be with this guy and I wouldn't call it settling, I would say I got lucky. All I can say about this experience is if I could bottle this feeling up and sell it I would be a very wealthy man. I can only hope that everyone can experience this and be able to find themselves in a loving relationship.

Sounds it like it was a great night.

I would just caution you to not jump the gun with your feeling, as difficult as that will be.

Try not to put the expectation of 'forever' on this. Just enjoy it day by day, and make sure you are both on the same page.

I think that is good advice. I can tell you from being on "cloud 9" it feel like how can this not last forever. This is something I do have to keep in check as I should know better than to let it get the best of me. This feeling just doesn't happen very often and it has me fucked up lol

But yes, I think I need to take things one step, one day at a time. After all the best part is getting to know each other and have fun.

(04-15-2022, 02:28 AM)Anonymous Wrote: After all the best part is getting to know each other and have fun.

Exactly!