When I was a kid, I was always attracted to the same-sex. I was just too young to realize my consciousness. I came out to my immediate family as Gay at a psychiatric hospital. My Mom looked concerned yet as though I was kinda joking about it; my Dad looked around as if thinking, (I thought this place was suppose to make you feel better). My younger Brother was indifferent. It was a long time ago.

This question is complex.
Attraction to others, or other things is equally complex.

If 'God' indeed created both male and female, and if man reflects 'God', then why at times would we not be attracted to 'both'?...for a variety of reasons.
Why do some people have foot fetishes? or other such fetishes? did you ask for that?
Can you anymore suppress your sexual appetite than you can your food appetite when hungry?

Why has attractiveness, and sexuality been turned into a 'sin', in the west?
Just thinking out loud.

When I was 5! It all started when we move from another city. We have gay neighbors and gay kids around. On top of this, what sealed my faith as a gay person was a barbie doll. I saw this barbie doll with long,big blonde curls and in a fucking gown and I knew I wanted that toy! My mom wasnt a fan til my aunts started to give me some dolls lol. Even my uncles who used to give me trucks and robots turned into male dolls.

Not to mention I used to dance when I was that age and I can easily pull off a stunt aka splits.

Fast forward, mom accepted it. Though she told me to not be scared to other kids if they bullied me from being gay. So I ended up beating those kids up and she’ll be smiling and say “good job” form fighting back to my bullies. I know it sounds bad but I get where she comes from. Gosh, now I missed her!

(02-28-2024, 01:30 PM)Clay Madea Wrote: When I was 5! It all started when we move from another city. We have gay neighbors and gay kids around. On top of this, what sealed my faith as a gay person was a barbie doll. I saw this barbie doll with long,big blonde curls and in a fucking gown and I knew I wanted that toy! My mom wasnt a fan til my aunts started to give me some dolls lol. Even my uncles who used to give me trucks and robots turned into male dolls.

Not to mention I used to dance when I was that age and I can easily pull off a stunt aka splits.

Fast forward, mom accepted it. Though she told me to not be scared to other kids if they bullied me from being gay. So I ended up beating those kids up and she’ll be smiling and say “good job” form fighting back to my bullies. I know it sounds bad but I get where she comes from. Gosh, now I missed her!

Assuming you only beat them up because THEY started on you - good on you bro!!

(02-28-2024, 05:15 PM)Scruff Bunch Wrote:

(02-28-2024, 01:30 PM)Clay Madea Wrote: When I was 5! It all started when we move from another city. We have gay neighbors and gay kids around. On top of this, what sealed my faith as a gay person was a barbie doll. I saw this barbie doll with long,big blonde curls and in a fucking gown and I knew I wanted that toy! My mom wasnt a fan til my aunts started to give me some dolls lol. Even my uncles who used to give me trucks and robots turned into male dolls.

Not to mention I used to dance when I was that age and I can easily pull off a stunt aka splits.

Fast forward, mom accepted it. Though she told me to not be scared to other kids if they bullied me from being gay. So I ended up beating those kids up and she’ll be smiling and say “good job” form fighting back to my bullies. I know it sounds bad but I get where she comes from. Gosh, now I missed her!

Assuming you only beat them up because THEY started on you - good on you bro!!

Yes. They’re the one who started. I just finished it lol. It’s just funny to me back then. Imagine getting an ass whooping from a homosexual. Their ego must be deflated hahaha.

(02-28-2024, 05:49 AM)A-hug-is-all-I-need Wrote: Why do some people have foot fetishes?

Mmmm feet, yum

I was a little kid, probably 5 years old or so, when I first seen a Playgirl magazine. This was the early 1980s. I was too young to be sexual. But moreover I didn't really understand why these hairy men were in this magazine like this. Even at that age, I remember really liking what I was looking at.

I realized around 10 after I ended up experimenting with a close friend that lasted a very short time until he moved away but I knew what I was after that

(11-08-2022, 04:48 AM)JDD22 Wrote: Dad looked around as if thinking, (I thought this place was suppose to make you feel better).

Provided a funny visual

(03-11-2024, 01:07 AM)GayBexar Wrote: I was a little kid, probably 5 years old or so, when I first seen a Playgirl magazine. This was the early 1980s. I was too young to be sexual. But moreover I didn't really understand why these hairy men were in this magazine like this. Even at that age, I remember really liking what I was looking at.

Mmmm hairy men. Totally get that.