I started and loved sucking cocks very young but did not realize that I was BI until much later mainly because I did not even know what BI was until then. It was the mid 60's and I had no access to any of that kind of information. So it was not until later that I found that out and then ralized what it was called. Up to that point, I was just a confused individual that wondered about myself and why I liked playing with cocks and girls.

I think I was about 13 when my brother kinda made me/talked me into sucking his cock, had no clue at first what to do but he talked me through it, and I loved it. When he was about to come he told me: I'm going to cum and you have to swallow it. And he held my head tight to his cock until I swallowed it all!
I've gone back and forth between  woman and men my whole life and consider myself bisexual,  but as I get older I'm leaning more towards gay only.

(09-02-2024, 11:09 PM)Mikeylikesithard Wrote: I think I was about 13 when my brother kinda made me/talked me into sucking his cock, had no clue at first what to do but he talked me through it, and I loved it. When he was about to come he told me: I'm going to cum and you have to swallow it. And he held my head tight to his cock until I swallowed it all!
I've gone back and forth between  woman and men my whole life and consider myself bisexual,  but as I get older I'm leaning more towards gay only.

Thanks for sharing that story. Your last sentance about leaning more towards gay as you get older is the same for me, I always used to say I was 50/50 gay/str8 but now consider myself gay leaning. If I had to put a number to it (which is very hard as it seems to move with my moods) I'd say something like 75 Gay, 25 str8.

My life around 13 years of age onward reads like a starter's guide to being a dick teaser with old guys, like teachers, janitors, caretakers and groundsmen/gardeners and elderly males at the local charity Mission. I couldn't detail anything in a public post without expecting a knock at my door and a lot of awkward questions from the police. But, believe me, it's a bi/gay guy's paradise history, how it all went down - well, up and down.

Those elderly guys "hit on me" more times than I could possibly recall and I loved every minute of it and was never confused, and never felt anything but fabulous after it.

There were other lads just like me and we bloody loved it. We formed a weenie-teasing club and went crazy on those old guys - especially the janitors and caretakers who did "Shower Duty" (yeah, right!) at the playing fields, after sports.

I'd love to get it all out of my head and down, in typing, but it's a job far bigger than I can handle. It would make a great movie, though, in my opinion.

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Looking at the results, I am mildly shocked that I am the only one that said my realization came in my 20's. All the other responses were in the younger or older ages - surprising to me, anyone else?