How are you today?

[Jay]

I am feeling pretty sad. As i am looking at my self I am not liking what i see, nor what I've become and my general appearance. No body has said anything to me face to face but I just feel so ugly some times and I hate it. Eh I'm gonna brush my teeth and went to sleep, my favorite time of the day, at least there it happens more things then in my life. Quite sad that from at least 5 at the day (if not earlier), the only thing I longs for is the night so I can go to sleep and to shut my brain of for a while, I am just so depressed...

Aester, I've been there. I would advise you not to be hard on yourself. Don't even think think about it, if possible. As the more you think about it, the more unnecessarily depress you will become. Don't be judgmental towards yourself. No one is perfect. Accept yourself as who you are and things will get easier for you. If things do get rough, just fu*ck those things off. Pardon my language.