How are you today?
Sagittarius
03-12-2012, 04:38 PM
You know your passion for music atleast 
First step in the right direction. I do not know what I want, and I am pretty terrified of either joining a program that I was blinded to like but will end up hate and sit with thousands in student dept or get stuck in a low payed stress job 
I've always wanted to be a chef, and so I studied it as high school, but I don't want to continue on that road, or on anything similar.
Its hard to explain. there is lots that I am unhappy about in my life that I tend to ignore. "If I don't see it, it aint there". Guess its most lonelyness that brings me to ask my self that.
First step in the right direction. I do not know what I want, and I am pretty terrified of either joining a program that I was blinded to like but will end up hate and sit with thousands in student dept or get stuck in a low payed stress job I've always wanted to be a chef, and so I studied it as high school, but I don't want to continue on that road, or on anything similar. Its hard to explain. there is lots that I am unhappy about in my life that I tend to ignore. "If I don't see it, it aint there". Guess its most lonelyness that brings me to ask my self that.
Sometimes you need a bit of chaos in your life to be able to shrug off pitiful disdain about something meaningless.
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