04-21-2012, 05:38 AM
BellyNel Wrote:How am I today?
Well, felt good for a few hours as I figured out how to CAD "decently" enough, even though I've been using Photoshop for the past 3 years.
I've only been out to coworkers for the past 3 years only. I have no idea what it's like to be touched "affectionately" by another gay man. My now ex-coworker, who's gay, during the past year, had been more affectionate with me - squeezing my shoulders as he walked by my cubicle, calling me "... Nelson, mi amor..." I do find him hot, and he is, too! But, he's off limits to me - he's like an older brother to me, and he's had many hot exes. He's friends with me... well, at least I think he thinks of me as so. I've eaten lunch with him practically everyday for the past 3 years.
Just this past Wednesday, I went bowling with him and his friend. I was just invited, and normally I wouldn't go, but I want to experience bowling for the first time. So, there I was, with his other friends, who were buff and hot and sexy and super affectionate with each other. My ex-coworker had squeezed my lap several times that night.
How should I be reading into this? Just being affectionate?
How should I be reading this? Just being friendly? After he left the company, I told our receptionist, who was also close to him, that I had a slight crush on him, and if it was okay or not to think that way. She said that's no surprise. If he was straight, then I would be crushing on him!
Ooh I'd love to learn photoshop/gimp.
Also, he's into you, general affection is hugging, kissing on cheek(closer friend kissing on lips). Squeezing your lap shows he's really excited about being with you, of course I could be totally wrong and he's just more touchy feely.
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