How are you today?

[Mrmatty376]

What would make me happy...Hmmm...
Well, He'd get upset cause I haven't talked to him for reasons he still doesn't know, then he gets frustrated and sends me a message explaining his mistake in trying to have an interest in this slut and confesses his undying love for me and how he can't stand being so far away and then I fly back on the next flight home and grab him and bring him here and then buy coffee and live happily ever after.
That's what would make me happy.
In reality? I don't know. I don't know how to cope with reality. I don't know how to be happy after he had replaced me with another friend. I don't know how to be happy when I know that he really does love this girl. I don't know how to be happy when I know that he will inevitably fall for this woman if not another and get married and have kids and move far away and never sees me again apart from the 160 x 160 pixel picture that claims to be my profile pic on Facebook. I'm afraid that my "happiness" is a lost cause.