10-09-2012, 09:45 PM
Today I feel... I feel... Not sure how to put it into any word, I don't know, I never know... So many ideas, So few ideas, So much to worry, so little to worry, so much on my mind, so little on my mind. I'm going no where... I'm standing still... I'm just like a tree. meant to grow and die on the same ground... I don't know... At the same time although I've spend all day long hanging at my friends I've never felt so alone ever in my life, although I've got such a loving family, do I feel so isolated and abandoned at the same time... I don't know... I just... I just...
Sometimes you need a bit of chaos in your life to be able to shrug off pitiful disdain about something meaningless.