How are you today?

[Mrmatty77]

Upset and all out of hope. I wanted to go swimming and such to get my mind of of things, but I never picked up the motivation to do so. I hate doing things alone and it's hard to find joy or satisfaction in doing things by myself. I asked a few people if they wanted to join, but unsurprisingly no one wanted to. I was able to talk to my friend back home for about 2 hours. It was really nice, but once he left, it made me feel worse, sad that I couldn't be with him. He's been frustrated lately with the amount of work and school he's been having to go through and I felt useless. We spent a good hour talking about some of the things we've done, bringing up old jokes and old memories. He was upset still that I'm not able to come home this christmas, i shouldnt have made plans. Now I'm just sitting here, no idea what I'm going to do now. Prolly going to stop by the store, get some candy and ice cream and watch tv. I'm a comfort eater...lol