How are you today?

[Smurlos]

Hey guys, I'm feeling a bit bored and worried at the moment.

Been at work today on a management shift and it was dead as. Ian's in Harrow visiting his uncle as his family are all discussing Australia. Making me feel a bit... nervous that loads of his family are going... they don't know he's gay or that we're together... and I'm split in two coz part of me is feeling a bit annoyed that they're all planning our holiday? but the other part is thinking im intruding on THEIR holiday. So I'm all hmmmmm *bites fingernails* and couple that with me missing him loads coz I dunno when he's gonna be back or if I'm gonna get to see him tonight... and he hasn't been overly conversational today... just making me miss him like crazy.

Am also crazy worried about money. I'm coping at the moment, but I keep putting things on my credit card thinkin "ah it's fine ive got 0% interest" but yeah that's not good... I'm really good with my money, I should be able to pay a huge chunk of it off next month as I've saved a bit back... but it's gonna start getting really really tight soon so I'm just a bit hmmmmm!!!

BUT i'm loving the new skin :biggrin: