05-01-2013, 05:34 AM
Kiid Wrote:>.< I's the male queen. The one that sits on the throne is a phony
ahem, excuse me my dear queer? lol
I believe that title belongs to moi
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Today, I'm feeling very Altruistic, yet very Enigmatic, Magnanimous, but Introverted, Gregarious but then again, very Shy.
I'm just a mess dears and queers. I'm just getting impatient because King Charming hasn't gotten his horse off lay-away yet and swept me off my feet and into his apartment, which he calls his castle. :/
The only people who seem interested, and it's not to sound shallow or mean because that's literally the furthest thing from what I am, are weird people who are $0.25 short of a dollar...
It's hard being openly gay and then somewhat feminine in a country/island that is so like zero gay anything and that all the guys who do want me, can't get girls and will take anything with legs or are ultra super closet guys who would most likely try to dress me in a wig and pretend I was a girl...
I just wanna be loved by someone physically and loved for who and how I am...
The one person whom I've had a crush on for almost a year now and am very close friends with, just basically told me he's not into guys and isn't even slightly curious...not even for me!
Looks like it's just me and E.l James, back together again for Fifty Shades Darker and maybe my close friend, Ms. Mint Chip Ice Cream can join in, cause she's awesome at counseling little queens like myself...she's da awesomest therapist eva!
But other than all that, I'm doing fabulous as usual