09-28-2013, 02:10 PM
I woke up late, with a headache and after a very nice dream, I'm not romantic at all, but I had this dream about love, maybe the first in years... But obviously I had to wake up.
And, I didn't find a new job yet, so I spent my week at home, sending CVs etc, but today is saturday I want to go out, a friend called me to go out, but I know that I won't be funny, cause I'm concentrated on a new job, I don't have any idea to make funny things, I know the only thing I can do is drink alcohol and flirt etc, but not with this friend, cause I tend to have the control of the situation, and I can lose it only late in the night, with other friends, cause I'm a stupid pain in the ass...
And, I didn't find a new job yet, so I spent my week at home, sending CVs etc, but today is saturday I want to go out, a friend called me to go out, but I know that I won't be funny, cause I'm concentrated on a new job, I don't have any idea to make funny things, I know the only thing I can do is drink alcohol and flirt etc, but not with this friend, cause I tend to have the control of the situation, and I can lose it only late in the night, with other friends, cause I'm a stupid pain in the ass...