How are you today?

[matty7]

I think I'm losing my empathy... I can't be fucked with people. I don't even want to like people either. I can still imagine what it is like to be someone. Maybe it is just that I can't be fucked giveing people sympathy for being dumbfucks and things that I don't like or find weird I'v just been saying what I think instead of trying to understand them. I'm quite an angry person

Maybe I should leave for a while and think about why this is and what to do about it.

not sure leaving GS will help - at least you can type your feeling to a bunch of strangers (although online buddys) getting it out somewhere is better than keeping stuff in, I do think like you a lot and my friends know this - I don't like strangers etc , takes a lot for me to be comfortable around people but ive learned to fake it,,, people appreciate a smile or just a small bit of conversation even though I really don't give a crap sometimes - I don't think faking it is wrong,, its just fitting in and trying not to bring more crap into your life - not sure if this helps but I can tell you more in a pm cos id rather you be here than not