How are you today?

[mbennet35]

I played piano in a concerto competition today for which I've been preparing since September and I didn't even place in the top three. I'm pretty severely disappointed. Practicing for 5 hours a day for half a year... This competition has consumed my every waking thought (and often sleeping ones too).

I didn't embarrass myself though, so that was nice. And the experience was valuable.... but god dammit, it would've been nice to win. What a colossal, anti-climatic let down.

Wtf is wrong with them mother fuckers. You will always be number one in my eyes. Fuck them ppl with a rust spiky pipe.