02-21-2014, 02:04 AM
Well, I did go to my ex's place after she called me. And my friend texted me inviting me over like always while I was with her. Damn.
I did go to his place, and even though he seemed a bit like he was being too careful with his words, it felt like nothing had changed, like he said. But I have the feeling we won't be going any further than good friends because even though I fell in love with him I don't think it's worth it to try to convince him he should forget what his psychologist said and embrace it if he is indeed gay. I kept the friendship like I wanted, and I should be happy about it and not push it.
I did go to his place, and even though he seemed a bit like he was being too careful with his words, it felt like nothing had changed, like he said. But I have the feeling we won't be going any further than good friends because even though I fell in love with him I don't think it's worth it to try to convince him he should forget what his psychologist said and embrace it if he is indeed gay. I kept the friendship like I wanted, and I should be happy about it and not push it.