How are you today?

[Bravo]

I didn't have time to post about yesterday because I spent hours in traffic going to the beach for carnaval. Well, I was feeling great. I was confused because a friend of mine who didn't speak to me for a week seemed to make things like they were before I came out to him, and I had slept over at his place. Things really did seem like they hadn't changed.

But he seemed like he was trying to tease me. I mean, come on if you're straight and you know your friend is attracted to men, why the hell would you walk around your house with only a towel on, kind of announcing you were going to take off your clothes before you did, and even pass on a smoke to him with some of your spit on it and mention "this is kind of like kissing me, isn't it?"? I'm in love with him, I was controlling myself so I wouldn't jump on him. Can someone help me??