How are you today?

[Bluelight]

I'm depressed today.

Same, it's so gloomy out, and I hate my job working at the local supermarket. That got me thinking, what if I end up having to live off a job that makes me just as unhappy? Which is why I'm feeling depressed.

Granted, in the future I hope to avoid getting a job that gives me days off and then calls me in on those days, and then asks me to stay an extra four hours and deal with the hellish people that expect me to bend over backwards for them when I'm clearly scrambling to get everything done that my bosses want me to...

You know what, my job really sucks, and I'm depressed. There's no win right now, I'm not happy sitting around at my parents' place, and I'm miserable at this job. I want to get a new one so bad, but I tried and no one's hiring. I feel like I practically sold myself to that awful place...

I need to find a way to make myself feel more grounded, I feel vulnerable, depressed, overwhelmed, and very much alone; I miss my friends from school. I miss just having people around, home is so isolated and lonely.